Since a while ago I have begun to notice that whenever I don’t sleep, my eyes became reddish. I don’t think this has ever happened before. Maybe it’s what they call aging.
I’m still awake. In a few hours from now, I will be awake for more at least more than 24 hours already. I don’t really know for sure how many hours. That’s exactly what happens when you can’t sleep: you think you can think, but no, you don’t think. You just can’t. And believe it […]
Williams Alfarouk from Sierra Leone has just spammed me an email. He said that he’s writing me from Rep of Cote d’Ivoire where he has been taking refuge after the brutal war and Murder of his parents by the rebels during the renewed Fighting in his country Sierra Leone. I think he’s offering me something […]
Maybe this is not jetlag. Maybe it’s just my childhood coming back to me. I should try to count all the stars. But I counted them all already, and I still couldn’t sleep. My parents, when I was a child, told me I was like Dennis the Menace. I think it’s because I share so […]
I have to pack, six-pack, but I’m sick of pecking so I’d rather pick sex.
By bus, Paris was surprising. Take this: This is where Napoleon was buried, Nita told me. She was sitting in front of me, facing me. I looked out the window; I saw a mausoleum-like square building, quite a nice one, with like three big black balls on the top, some golden chain around them. I […]
Test, one, two, three. This is much easier typed than said. I lost my voice after talking too much about my work. Amsterdam, Groningen, Eindhoven, you name it. So today is a reflection day. I only do test, one, two, three, every now and then. And spitting yellow phlegm out of my lung, before inhaling […]
We separated the colours. I only had one white and a few colours, so we decided to share. We put them in washing machine six, washing machine five, washing machine four. Washing machine six for whites, because it rhymes at least when you imagine so. Washing machine five for colours, because six was taken for […]
Yeah, Clermont-Ferrand was inspiring. With an average of 120,000 audience each year, being with Cannes etc in the top list of film festivals with the most audience in the whole world, how can it be not? There’s no 1 director, just a board of 10 programmers. And they do everything, from delivering cables to screenings, […]
Great Wallpaper series, installation view at Cemeti Art House. Photography: Sari Handayani.