{"id":1292,"date":"2010-06-08T06:50:20","date_gmt":"2010-06-07T20:50:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/?p=1292"},"modified":"2010-06-08T06:54:58","modified_gmt":"2010-06-07T20:54:58","slug":"understanding","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/understanding\/","title":{"rendered":"understanding"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>An understanding of death is what I had a microscopic glimpse of<br \/>\nwhen I look at my face in the mirror and wonder whether they<br \/>\nwill force make up onto it while I lie in my coffin. An understanding of death<br \/>\nis what I had a tiny glimpse of when loving you and being reminded that nothing is forever although<br \/>\nsome things are.<br \/>\nAn understanding of death is looking at a portrait of my late<br \/>\ngrandfather and realising that they say<br \/>\nthe dead don&#8217;t talk in your dream<br \/>\nand thinking that their speechlessness resemble old paintings. <\/p>\n<p>All in all, an understanding of death is looking,<br \/>\nwondering,<br \/>\nloving,<br \/>\nbeing reminded,<br \/>\nlooking,<br \/>\nrealising,<br \/>\nthinking<\/p>\n<p>and impossible.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>An understanding of death is what I had a microscopic glimpse of when I look at my face in the mirror and wonder whether they will force make up onto it while I lie in my coffin. An understanding of&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1292","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1292","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1292"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1292\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1295,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1292\/revisions\/1295"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1292"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1292"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1292"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}