{"id":202,"date":"2007-11-10T01:48:35","date_gmt":"2007-11-09T17:48:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/?p=202"},"modified":"2007-11-10T12:46:53","modified_gmt":"2007-11-10T04:46:53","slug":"confused","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/confused\/","title":{"rendered":"confused."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i>&#8220;It was a good talk. You really looked confused!&#8221;<\/i><br \/>\nA curator who worked as coordinator for <a href=\"http:\/\/www.yokohamatriennale.jp\/2005\/en\/O.html#2\" target=\"_blank\"><i>Yokohama Triennial 2005<\/i><\/a> told me after my talk there. I was a collaborator of and part of Ong Keng Sen&#8217;s project consisting of installations incorporating my works and talks, <i>School of Politics<\/i>, presenting my first draft for <i>Sobron Sehari-hari<\/i>. I really looked confused because I was really confused. <\/p>\n<p>I remember Vivian was shooting and I asked for the footage. There were so many questions, so many good questions, so many bad questions I couldn&#8217;t answer. Perhaps I will never be able to answer anything at all. Perhaps <i>Sobron Sehari-hari<\/i> is merely a collection of coincidences. But isn&#8217;t life a collection of coincidences? Does everything have to have a particular reason? Having asked that, don&#8217;t all coincidences happen for a reason? Don&#8217;t they say that everyone actually decides to be born?<\/p>\n<p>Shoot me now. I am confused. Being confident, intelligent, and knowing what you want, is at times boring. Unpredictability is stale. Shoot me now and let me be part of the ever-expanding cosmic confusion. Isn&#8217;t the world gonna end in 2012 anyway? Why are we here now pretending to know all?<\/p>\n<p>Imagine what happened in those Japanese audience&#8217;s mind when they walked out the screening room. We were living on the same blue planet, but we were a universe apart.<\/p>\n<p>It was a good talk &#8211; I really looked confused. And I guess I made them confused as well. What a brilliant talk for the <i>School of Politics<\/i>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;It was a good talk. You really looked confused!&#8221; A curator who worked as coordinator for Yokohama Triennial 2005 told me after my talk there. I was a collaborator of and part of Ong Keng Sen&#8217;s project consisting of installations&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[14,15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-202","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2","category-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/202","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=202"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/202\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}