{"id":2184,"date":"2012-08-05T23:08:21","date_gmt":"2012-08-05T13:08:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/?p=2184"},"modified":"2012-08-05T23:10:44","modified_gmt":"2012-08-05T13:10:44","slug":"beat-deaf","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/beat-deaf\/","title":{"rendered":"beat deaf."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>After injecting anesthetic on my arm, they started operating on it. I could feel something, but it felt like there was a thick barrier between my arm and their operating devices. This is what it feels like: like reading something written on a sheet of paper lying under hundreds of sheets of transparencies. I can see what&#8217;s written on that sheet of paper, but there&#8217;s a solid distance &#8211; the paper visible but untouchable to me. <\/p>\n<p>Anger is something you tame down over time. The memory is there, but it doesn&#8217;t incite as much emotional response as when it was fresh. When my heart skips a <a href=\"http:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/?p=37\" target=\"_blank\">beat<\/a>, I can tell you exactly which beat is the one missing: it&#8217;s no other than the beat that belongs to him. Because <a href=\"http:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/?p=326\" target=\"_blank\">genetics<\/a>, my friends, is not merely physical. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After injecting anesthetic on my arm, they started operating on it. I could feel something, but it felt like there was a thick barrier between my arm and their operating devices. This is what it feels like: like reading something&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,20,18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2184","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2-2-2","category-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2","category-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2184","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2184"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2184\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2187,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2184\/revisions\/2187"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}