{"id":63,"date":"2007-07-07T12:10:01","date_gmt":"2007-07-07T02:10:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/?p=63"},"modified":"2007-07-07T12:21:48","modified_gmt":"2007-07-07T02:21:48","slug":"really","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/really\/","title":{"rendered":"really?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When an unreal meets a paranoid, that&#8217;s when things get a bit funny. <\/p>\n<p><i>Are you real?<\/i> you asked me.<br \/>\n<i>I don&#8217;t really know<\/i>, I said.<br \/>\n<i>Oh please don&#8217;t tell me <b>that<\/b><\/i>, you said. <\/p>\n<p>This was what I was thinking, which I didn&#8217;t say out loud: I was thinking, <i>how could I know that I&#8217;m real? I might only exist in his headspace.<\/i> You&#8217;re a paranoid, you create things in your mind. That is really out of my control. But then I thought, <i>perhaps I should just be normal for a few seconds and just enjoy whatever it is now.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Well I can feel your flesh and warmth here<\/i>, you said. <\/p>\n<p>I smiled and giggled. Unspoken, this was what I thought: I was happy, and that was the realest of the real. <\/p>\n<p>Maybe.<\/p>\n<p>We then fell down together to the dark abyss of Nowhereland &#8211; no where, and now here. Early in the morning, your alarm went off. We jumped out of that darkness, and laughed together. <\/p>\n<p>Laughter. Laughter is our genuine light switch. That&#8217;s how we know that we&#8217;re real.<\/p>\n<p>Yep. <\/p>\n<p><i><font size=\"1\">24 June 2007 2:52:01 PM<\/font><\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When an unreal meets a paranoid, that&#8217;s when things get a bit funny. Are you real? you asked me. I don&#8217;t really know, I said. Oh please don&#8217;t tell me that, you said. This was what I was thinking, which&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-63","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2-2-2-2-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=63"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=63"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=63"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tintinwulia.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=63"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}